Saturday, January 5, 2013

R.I.P to Freddy E. Buhler

First I want to start by sayin R.I.P to my nigga. He was one of the coolest people I knew. Cool in the sense he can kick it with anybody and still have a good the. Me and him went to high school together at Nathan Hale. We had a couple classes together and one thing about us is we never went. LOL. We would leave and go match blunts or just chill somewhere or go get food. He was a cool dude.

Most of you might know him from his YouTube channel JerkTV. Me personally I thought the videos were funny and he was a little too hype wit the voices. But I did watch all of them.

So when I first heard of your death it was a devastation to me. It still is. Its crazy ckuz you showed no signs of being depressed or none of the shit. And whats also crazy is I had a feeling to call you and match yesterday as I was leaving the dispensary. The only thing that held me back was I thought you were busy getting ready to go to fusion ckuz thats what you told me you were doing earlier this week. Now I'm feeling like that was a sign from God. Ckuz now sitting here today I feel like we would have been able to talk about some shit. But thats the thing about life, it always goes on, never stops. No matter how hard today is theres always tomorrow to look forward to. You were a God believing man so I know you had strength to go on one more day.

So looking on your twitter you said something about being thirsty right before you went on with some other tweets. And then you said something about being alone and all that shit so I went on your lil crushes twitter, Honey Cocaine. And she talking about being single and how she didn't tell anybody to fall in love with her. And looking at the tweets and the post you said on facebook a few weeks back about you in love with her and you'll take a bullet for her, I am praying you didn't do this over a bitch.

Fred bro, you had your own fame and your whole life to look forward to. You had Real friends by your side your entire ride and your family holding your back. I pray that it was really something deep that was bothering but I still will miss you.

Today we lost you physically but you will always be in our hearts and in our minds. I pray that your family can get through this rough time and that God will be with them. I know whatever was bothering you is all over now, and you are in a better place. I won't forget our good times together bro and I'll always remember you.  You're in my prayers bro.

25 comments:

  1. :(( My tears go out to along wrong with my prayers that go out to you and your family Freddy. <3 Watched Pretty much all your videos. I'm so sorry. <3 R.I.P. love.<3

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  2. No one will never understand why things happen the way they do but God. Dang i remember like yesterday when i saw one of his videos. The first video i ever encountered was "signs shes a hoe" and i remember playing it over and over and showing his videos to all my friends and family to make them laugh. I feel in love with the fact of you making people laugh just because you could and you were good at it. Reading the blog I too, hope it wasnt over a female because all you had to do was let go ik easier said then done but you wouldve felt better moving on, smoking a blunt and laughing about it later.But if it was that bad im glad you rescued yourself from it .I have never met you but i knew of you bc of Your videos with high pitch voices lol and nothing else.My prayers go to his family and friends. Your craziness will be missed and your legacy shall live on ;'(
    SWEET DREAMS KID....-TNT

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  3. R.I.P Freddy Gone but never forgotten , gone too soon you always seemed so happy but like they said "ones who always smile goes through the most pain" you are a inspiration to me you made me see to never give up in myself up! I wish would have talked to someone first & if u did atleast to someone who listens but your in a better place now love hope your looking down on all your friends, family, & Fans n see the little time with you was worth our while #TeamFreddyE #JerkTv #FBP for life (: :*

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  4. prayers to his friends and family. all the hate ppl r showing is just willful ignorance. just pray for all those affected. love>>>>>

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  5. My prayers go out to Freddy's family...and that God will be with them through this tragedy. I watched Freddy's YouTube videos almost everyday, and he always had me ctfu. And I'll continue to watch em... R.I.P Freddy E. Buhler, long gone but N E V E R forgotten.

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  6. You know what pisses me off is he could have had anyone..Someone who really loved him would have been there to take the gun out of his hand. Even if she didnt love him a real friend would have been there like you dont have to do this i think shes fake af for that. I love that boy you would think i knew him off of twitter and youtube but i didnt.. He deserved better then that.. When i woke up and heard i thought it was a fuckin joke like not my freddy e im still hoping to see him tweet... I created my twitter account only to follow him and BEEZ but i deleted that shit fuck twitter. RIP to my crush FREDDY E

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    1. i agree with you he could have had anyone... someone who really loved him. You took the words right out of my mouth. I share your exact sentiments!!!! RIP LOVE </3

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    2. Agreed!!!! R.I.P Freddy E </3

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  7. Can i just say this R.I.P to Freddy E and all but it is not Honey Cocaine's fault for him killing him self not saying she didn't have a part but he had the gun to his head not her she didn't tell him to pull the trigger he was head over hills for and she wasn't as deeply in love with him as wasn't to her and if you actually take the time to go to her page it will show you that she did have love for Freddy but all at the sam time she wasn't crazy for him my heart goes out to his family I will keep you in my prayers',Peace @.H.T Prepp Fall'12(Twitter)

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    1. You're right it wasn't her fault. She may have had a deep impact on his life but she wasnt his life. I hope everyone can look at it like you. It was a choice that Fred believed was the right one and people should remember him not point the finger. However I knew him personally and it just kills me to even think that a woman can cause this in someones life. She did have love for him and I'm sure she still does. She is suffering just like the rest of us, she just has a hard time showing it. lol

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  8. I have no clue who Freddy E or Honey Cocaine are, but I do know that Freddy E made the decision to take his life on his own. He was the one who pulled the trigger by his self. The only person who knows really why it was done is Freddy. To say Honey was the reason is just stupid! I just want to rant about the comment I read where someone was saying that Honey was the reason. First of all, leave this family the fuck alone! I don't understand why everyone can't just mind their own business and worry about their own shit rather than everyone else's! The only people who know what truly happened are the people who were involved and that doesn't include any of us outsiders. Just leave this family alone and allow them the privacy they deserve! Have some damn respect! Put yourself in their shoes. How the hell would you feel if you were Honey and you'd just lost a loved one and people were saying that you're the reason! Honey is probably heart broken. Leave this woman alone to mourn the loss of someone that she loved. Have some fucking courtesy and respect and leave this family alone to mourn their loss and let them grieve. So next time you want to talk shit, try putting yourself in their shoes before you open your mouth!

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    1. I agree, she is going through her own shit. And I haven't visited her pages since yesterday but i hope other people recognize that too. She did love Fred and she is going through it too. Shit, she's in my prayers too.

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  9. Unbelievable I'm just sitting here in shock....REALLY???? He will be missed I'm sure Everyone who watches his videos are deeply saddened I know for sure I am.When I was feeling like shit I looked at his videos and you couldn't do anything but get addicted to him and the videos and laugh your ass off...wow I feel like someone in my family died ....my condolences to his family and friends.RIP Freddie ....

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  10. This Stuff Really Touched Me And Got My Mind Blown Like Between The Times He Was making Sad Crazy Tweets Someone Could Have Stopped Him...
    This Is Soo Sad And Had Me In Tears..
    But I Prayed And Church Today And Had My Pastor To Pray For His Family. And That God Bless His Soul For He Was Lost And Truly Hurting. I Ask That God Be With Them Trough This Tragedy..
    I Wish He Had Someone To Go To To Make Him Feel Better Through His Time Of Need Besides Honey Cocain. (Like When I Use To Be SAs And All In A Bad Mood I Turned To Freddy 's Videos They Always Kept A Smile On My Face) I Dont Believe She Cared For Him Like She Say She Did.She Led Him On And Turned Him Down Hard Thats Fucked Up.
    I Never Liked Her And Now I Dont Like Her Even More.
    This Shit Crazy ...
    But Rest In Paradise Love You Are Desperately Missed...

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  11. Depression goes deep its an illness and she wasnt the cause of it but him drinking or being sad didnt help..I didnt know of him until this happen but i am very sad for his family and friends Depression is real..

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  12. I don't think she's to blame, but she deleted a lot of tweets. You must not play with people's feelings and emotions. https://pbs.twimg.com/media/A_--ZYdCcAEt89l.jpg:large Egging them on is just BAD.
    RIP Freddy.

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  13. Mr. Taylor as much as thing may trouble you to hear this I believe your friend was showing signs of unhappiness long before he met Honey Cocaine. Evidence to how he felt about his personal life can be seen in his vlogs. He talked how he felt about is friends and his job, and his love life. he also showed signs of an unhealthy infatuation with the girl he loved. i hope you don't think this is a judgement against on how well of a friend you were to him. I am aware that his decision was his own in the very end. I can tell by these vids he loved his family, and his friends, cause he spoke well of all the people he loved. I also believe that these vids show good characters of him despite how he was personally feeling. Though I never knew this person or followed him on the web, I was curious about his life, and was interested in learning a little more about him. I'm glad I did take the time to peer into part of his life, see what he was thinking, and listen to the expression to how he was feeling. The relationship between Honey cocaine and him, being the reasoning behind his departure will forever be disputed. However, I do believe she was a catalyst, but not the entire reason. I am happy you remember him in positive ways, and that part will always live on in you, and in other's that knew him best. lastly I would say the links as well as the vids on the site are not all negative, a good portion express optimism and hope..and as for Honey, Karma is never late.
    http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/28226094
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    http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/28226807
    He had strong feelings for this girl

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  14. i wanted to cry after i read this :'(

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  17. I agree freddy could have had any woman he wanted any girl would love to date him hell I would shit this man loved honey but I guess she didn't care I saw the deleted tweets of her telling him to go kill himself accusing him of using her name for fame calling him thirsty an actor I have screen shots of the deleted tweets she had wrote to freddy what she said and how she treated him was not right if she was a real friend she wouldn't have said those things the girl is cold hearted person I like the music she makes but I just don't like her what she did to freddy I don't know him personally but I been a fan for a year watched his videos and he was funny and the coolest person I love him may he rest in peace and Marquez you are a great friend to Fred thanks for thuritings article I enjoyed reading it

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